Monday, February 28, 2005

Prayer Request

Please pray for my younger brother Elvis. I know many of you dont know him, but he is going through hard times right now. He is 13. For some reason he is not wanting to go to school, and he hasnt been to school for about 5 weeks now. He just does not move from home. He does not go out at all. Its like he lives in his own world. Now.. dont get me wrong. He is normal.... hes not mentally ill or something like that. he is a normal teenage boy... i just do not know what is goin on in his life. But i do know that my family is suffering for him and with him.. he just does not listen to anyone.. and even if he does at some point... he still does not end up going to school. i dont want you to start thinkin.. now.. what kind of family is this that no one can tell him what to do.. you know... we just do not really want to use violence to get him out of the house.. it would probably get him out.. but that would not change much, would it? He would just go and get in to trouble and maybe never get out of what he might be in already.. as i said.. we dont know what is going on with him... BUT what i do know is... that God can change this situation. God can make a difference.. and i know God does have a great plan for his life too.. Elvis is not a "stupid" boy.. other than having problems going to school.. when he is there, he is actually doing real good. So please pray for him, even though you might not know him personally. If you read this.. or recieve this in an email.. please pray. I am really worried about him. I have tried to talk with him, but it has not got me anywhere. .. but i do know God will help.God has a plan. Please pray for him and for my parents and family to be strong and to get guidance from God for how to deal with this problem.. it just brakes my heart to see him suffering and i dont seem to be able to do anything to help and i honestly do not know what to do...

Thanks

me day

It has been snowing all day long... and it is getting really cold outside.. looks real good when you look out the window.. im not sure if id want to be outside though.... would be fun to have snowfight with someone right now though ;) so thats how the weather is in Tallinn today.... but in the office IT IS SOO SOO SOO HOT and there is not much air to breathe but as soon as the window gets opened, it gets so so so cold because the wind is blowing exactly to the windows.. so i have 2 stages.. eiter i am way too hot.. or i am cold... :).. im not complaining though. i know some people are in a worse situation than i am . So thank you God for giving me warm place to work. :)

Little Peter came in to the office with Clarks today :) it was soo cool to play with him. I noticed him liking to play trums. He took chriss trum sticks and banged against the safe here in the office. made a lot of noice but it was fun to look at him :) he was really enjoyin it. well, i guess all little kids love to make noise.. :) anyways, i loved having him here, playin around :) and eatin a banana with me :)

well, i gotta go now. got MAIL TODAY, regular mail.. and i think i know where i got it from so i cant wait to get home and read what it says. so ill run now.

K

Sunday, February 20, 2005


Sunday, Feb 20th... Enrollment of Christian Kalme
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Christian Kalme - a new jr soldier at Kopli Corps
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Just some verses that have spoken to me heart these past few days..

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future". Jeremiah 29:11

The Lord hears his people when they call to him for help. He rescues them from all their troubles... The righteous face many troubles, but the Lord rescues them from each and every one. Psalm 34:17,19

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

never giving up

Have you ever felt that the world just runs as you dont exist? That you walk and no one seems to see you.. that after working all day you feel like the day has just gone by and youve done nothing even though you havent had a moment to yourself... ever felt that you are alone on the earth even though theres people who love around... ever felt that you are too tired to move at all, ever felt that everything is totally pointless... ...... well i felt like this few days ago but im all over it. I know God loves me and i know that when i feel down it is the evil one who is trying to get me to give up.. BUT he WILL NEVER get me down...... BECAUSE i trust in the Lord and he has promised to look after me!! "Dont be afraid, for I am with you. Dont be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strenghten you. I will help you. I will uphold you with my victorious right hand." Isaiah 41:10

I am happy in the Lord and all He has given 2 me :)

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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

God is so awesome and has given me so much..

He is the First and Last, the Beginning and the End!
He is the keeper of Creation and the Creator of all!
He is the Architect of the universe and The Manager of all times.
He always was, He always is, and He always will be...
Unmoved, Unchanged, Undefeated, and never Undone!
He was bruised and brought healing!
He was pierced and eased pain!
He was persecuted and brought freedom!
He was dead and brought life!
He is risen and brings power!
He reigns and brings Peace!
The world can't understand him,The armies can't defeat Him,
The schools can't explain Him, and The leaders can't ignore Him.
He is light, love, longevity, and Lord.
He is goodness, Kindness, Gentleness, and God.
He is Holy, Righteous, mighty, powerful, and pure.
His ways are right,His word is eternal,
His will is unchanging, and His mind is on me.
He is my Redeemer,He is my Savior,
He is my guide, andHe is my peace!
He is my Joy,He is my comfort, He is my Lord, and He rules my life!
I serve Him because His bond is love,
His burden is light, and His goal for me is abundant life.
I follow Him because He is the wisdom of the wise,
The power of the powerful,The ancient of days,
the ruler of rulers, The leader of leaders,
the overseer of the overcomers,
and The sovereign Lord of all that was and is and is to come.
And if that seems impressive to you, try this for size.
His goal is a relationship with ME!
He will never leave me, Never forsake me,
Never mislead me, Never forget me,Never overlook me,
and never cancel my appointment in His appointment book!
When I fall, He lifts me up!When I fail, He forgives!
When I am weak, He is strong!When I am lost, He is the way!
When I am afraid, He is my courage!
When I stumble, He steadies me!
When I am hurt, He heals me!
When I am broken, He mends me!
When I am blind, He leads me! When I am hungry, He feeds me!
When I face trials, He is with me!
When I face persecution, He shields me!
When I face problems, He comforts me!
When I face loss, He provides for me!
When I face Death, He carries me Home!
He is everything for everybody, everywhere,
Every time, and every way.
He is God, He is faithful.I am His, and He is mine!
So, if you're wondering why I feel so secure, understand this...
He said it and that settles it.God is in control,
I am on His side,
and That means all is well with my soul.

Saturday, February 12, 2005

weekend

Well, back i am after few days of silence. Had long days at work but im sure im not the only 1..

Tonight going 2 Tartu.. "Going Up" concert and 2 see little Peter :) Finally will get out of Tallinn :) Thank you Clarks for providing a place 2 stay :):) and thanks for all the Reeses Peanutbutter cups and other things you brought back from States.. :) :) :) :) :) :)

ok i got 2 go.

K

Thursday, February 10, 2005

finally eh?

Hi you all. Well, i started with my webpage some time ago and i sent the url off to you and then i thought that hey, whats the point of having a web page without being able to really tell what im up to. well, i was thinking about writing about what im up to in my web page but it was way too complicated and slow so i thought id rather save up time i dont really have anyways, and do it in an easyer way. Use the blogspot and list it up on my web page so you can just click and read it. So.. here i am doing this blog thing some of you have done for quite a long before me . I havent got a faintest idea what i will tell you when i blog but it cant be too hard to tell you what im up to. That is if im up to anything besides work... :) :)

whew, i think this is good enough start and i gotta go so i hope youll come back sometime to read more.

K