a recent picture me..:)

Keit... she is just so pretty i think :)

xrays, bloodtests and physical therapy

.. thats been part of my life for the last 2 days. My back is just hurting really bad again, was only like 2 weeks that it was ok and now its just back as it was, as it has been for the last 3 months. So i decided to go to see my regular doctor this time, since it is actually covered by my medical, not a chiropractic... so he had xrays done and bloodwork and he sent me to physical therapy too. I think the results come in today, or monday latest.. so hopefully ill find out soon whats wrong. The physical therapy doctor, he thinks that my left hip is not located right... but he is not sure if that would be causing the pain i have so right now im just waiting to get back the results of all the stuff they had done on me.. anyway.. today is just another really painful day. i can hardly walk and sit, cause the pain is just constant, even if i just lay down..... always there and its been really strong today... im still going to work too and it is getting harder and harder to get anything done... ill let you know when the results come in ..

Im gonna walk through the valley if you want me to!

The pathway is broken
And the signs are unclear
And I don't know the reason why You brought me here
But just because You love me the way that You do
I'm gonna walk through the valley
If You want me to
Cause I'm not who I was
When I took my first step
And I'm clinging to the promise You're not through with me yet
So if all of these trials bring me closer to You
Then I will go through the fire
If You want me to
It may not be the way I would have chosen
When You lead me through a world that's not my home
But You never said it would be easy
You only said I'll never go alone
So when the whole world turns against me
And I'm all by myself
And I can't hear You answer my cries for help
I'll remember the sufferin' Your love put You through
And I will go through the valley
If You want me to
When I cross over Jordan, I'm gonna sing, gonna shout
Gonna look into your eyes and see you never let me down
So take me on the pathway that leads me home to you
And I will walk through the valley if you want me to
Yes, I will walk through the valley if you want me to

ALL OR NOTHING

Had youth councils just last weekend in this division. All or Nothing for God. Was great time . And the young people had a blast. The overall theme was that 'In every beliver, there is a hero ready to be set free, so we had videoclips of different superhero auditions, that we made up for the video with the young people who come to the youth night that we have on fridays and there was batman clips that we did too,tied in with real batman movie clips.. it was soo hilarious... There was also different 'crazy classes" for the youth to take part.. like 'love stinks' and Myspace, yourspace about blogging and the pros and cons about that.. and there was a biblestudy class and another one that i cant think of right now.. and the kids had fun swimming and just hanging out in fellowship too, plus all the games and other programs like girls nite out and boys nite out, and the different speakers who spoke throughout the weekend, im sure touched the hearts of the young people too... and 6 boys and 6 girls had a chance to go out and to Inreach Outreach,praying with the homeless who live in their tents by the ocean, and just giving out giftcards for them.. It was just so awesome to see how the young peolple just praise God and want to give their ALL to God in every way and through everything they do in life, even if it is just talking to someone and showing friendship and love through that...

My little nephew is in the hospital with asthmatic bronchitis..please keep him in your prayers ok! he will most likely be staying at in the hospital at least til friday!

my dad had a birthday on march 7th! happy birthday ! :)

Happy Birthday Keit!

Today is Keit' s 12th birthday! Loads of hugs! YOU ARE THE BEST SISTER EVER!

rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain.. and more rain... It has been raining nontstop for the last day and they say it wont end til wednesday... it was so loud last night that it kept me awake and i didnt sleep well anyway.. kept seeying bad dreams.. and every time i closed my eyes i just started seeying bad stuff again... whats wrong with me? .. and then have i told you that i live right next door to a firestation.. yeah.. fun too. they only go out at least 3-5 times every night with their loud sounds on :)..but well at least they are there to help yeah?

But.... I AM HAPPY :) AND GOD IS SOOO GOOD!

a random post. i have a huge headache and it keeps raining and raining. only 20 minutes left at work... i feel kinda blaa right now....just one of these days today....

Am i proud to be estonian or what :) two colds in Olympics by one girl. So neat! i know to big countries 2 is nothing but for a small like Estonia it is huge:) so neat! :)

Have my own place now!

i got the apartement that i applied for. signed the contract yesterday, will move in on monday most likely since thats when the electricity will be turned on. the place is nice. its a one bedroom, with opened kitchen(kitchen is bigger than my corps officers :) ) and a huge living room which is nice :) well i dont have anything yet other than a bed, sofa and a table but im getting there :) the kitchen part is furnished and have washer and a dryer too so it really a blessing from God. i dont have any pictures yet but as soon as i setttle in ill post them :)

Guess what? i drove today. from and old aiport(i started off at the airport because we were close to it, after being to the electricity place where i had to get a contract at) on a highway back to the corps.WAS GREAT FUN:)

Miss you guys!

These next 3 pictures are of the SA camp in honolulu:)

This is the armys drift store during christmas as you can see all the decorations on the window:) it is actually the corps drift store so kinda the same as the store at kopli corps will be like,even tho this one is not at the corps but by the bayfront, about half a mile from the corps:)

This is a picture of honolulu from the last time i went over there:) about to land and it was soo pretty :) Just some palm trees... a lot of them here...

Took this plane over from London:)
This is the beach at camp, the camp is right there pretty much on the side of the beach..

Tonight we have youth bible study, 2 weeks ago we had about 21 coming, pretty cool, they are all not salvation army kids tho, they come from different churches and its more like a fellowship group, but its fun anyways, and what church you go, doesnt really matter to God i think. we are all Gods people doing His work right? :)

:) ive had the permit for more than a week now but i still havent been behind the wheel yet here. funny heh. lifes going good tho. been having tough moments and good moments, so many new things to learn and adjust with. but God is good, and has blessed me in many ways and im so thankful to Him! thank you for praying for me:)

I got my permit:) look out, here i come!! :)

This morning.. ON MY DAY OFF... i had to wake up... BEFORE 9 cause i had the doctors appointement. so i got up around 7.50 am i think, and got ready to go out, eventually left the house around 9.15, kelley drove me to the doctors, a chiropractic. so i filled in a bunch of paperwork, handed it in, waited for like 10 minutes and then the doctor came and got me. asked me loads of questions.. asked me to bend over and turn my head..:) so i did. With just looking at me she said i have something called... :) i cant remember what it is called. who can remember the medical weird words :) anyway, my spine was just out of place big time, like it was supposed to be straight, but it was just curved right on top and left on the lower back.and thats why my back was hurting. the parts of my spine were pushing my nerves in my back. crazy. so she had me lay down on the table.. and started cracking my bones. when she was cracking my neck it was scary. BUT I SURVIVED.. and have to go back next thrusday for another session. I have a feeling it will be a place that i will have to visit every now and then since my back is just weird.. she got most of my spine fixed tho, just have to keep going back every now and then to make sure it stays that way. by the way, we had to pay 115 dollars for todays visit :) but next one will only be 40.. Since its the second visit. BUT well its ok. As long as i can live a better life without pain.. :) please keep praying for me, i still have some pain in my back since my nerves were hurt and it will take time to recover..

so thats the update on that :)

pray for me!

im having a back problem, and its been hurting really bad the last week. im trying to get in to see a doctor in the next few days so keep me in your prayers that ill find out whats wrong soon.

Other than that im doing great.its been really nice here, ive taken pictures but havent been able to download them yet but when i will ill blog them here too..

im about to go and get my drivers licence soon so thats exciting:)

i love when it rains:)

yeah you wouldnt think that it would rain here in hawaii a lot but the last two days it has rained a lot.. even the last week.. and i love it. it is really nice because the temperature goes down and it is just perfect outside .... for me at least :) hawaiians think it is cold:):)

Ok so now i have got to the point where sometimes it is hard to understand what these people mean... cause they just use weird words... some of it is called hawaiian but they also speak weird english... weird to me at least.... like they call fridge an ice box:)... some of the hawaiian words ive learned are PUKA... that means a hole, and about everything that they talk about they say.... you know te kine! that can mean anything tho.. so unless you know the other person and know what she is talking about, it might be really confusing..... like when someone tells you... you know go get te kine from there! ummmm... get what?:) these people confuse me here sometimes:)